Standing on the sideline and watching my team play has been one of the hardest things for me to do. When you're jus standing there watching it jus eats you up inside. By us going thru hard times on the field right now it just eats you up that much more. Just standing on the sideline and watching when your team is struggling jus makes you want to run to the locker room and dress out. I think by me never being in this type of situation it's hard to deal with, because you want to be out there and you can't. Going thru college, high school and pee wee league never missing a game it's jus very hard to deal with.